Friends

Lately or more today the people who I spend the most time with have been questionable. What does it say about me, being around the people who I am? I love my friends and I wouldn't trade them for anyone else. I think we all need to grow up together though, we need to stop discussing people and discuss ideas. I have nothing against my friends they are all intelligent people who I honestly enjoy being around, their company means everything to me, but isn't it about time that we grow? Into whoever we want to be because with the friends i keep i think it's absolutely possible. Today was an okay day other than the complex thoughts about how i'm going to save my friends from the rest of the world. I've been waiting for this day to be over because I have this amazing feeling that i'm going somewhere possibly not "going" but really going? I am on the other hand spending the weekend at the bay with my family and some friends which i have been looking forward to.

Day two: My mother

It's kind of funny when you see your mom in the light the she deserved to be seen in all her life. I mean i always kind of have those moments of amazement when i'm like "wow how does she do it" but today was different i kind of want to accomplish it all for my mother she's amazing and today everything that she had ever done for me came in like a slideshow. Like a sign my mother needs a break and i wish i could give it to her. Thats kind of where my motivation comes from is my mom she doesn't expect much from me but to be a decent human being which i think i'm trying to be but i want to exceed her expectations and give her everything. I know how every other teenager feels about their parents but my mom and i are different, it's honestly a model relationship i'm not afraid to tell her the wrong that i did or the wrong that she did we both may not absorb it properly but we take it. This is kind of my ode to my mother my realization that she is a honestly amazing human being. A perfect molding of what civilization should be, well maybe thats overdoing it but we get the point. This is how i want to picture my mother for the rest of my life. A M A Z I N G!

My first post :)

Ah today was admirable. Honestly i'm pleased with the turnout. I think this whole blog thing is overrated but i might as well try it right? Doesn't hurt and all the "cool" and intelligent people have one so i'm excited to start. Now i'm not one to wear my life struggles on my sleeves in that case don't expect this to be a compilation of my struggles obstacles and adversities thats just overrated. I think it should be fun if people read it and dig it or if a person reads it and digs it then i think that would make it worth while :). I think i want to remember this day. And so i will.